me and u

it s a mixed feeling at this time. ( 1:56 am)
dunno how to express this feelings.
to love a person is easy but to forget is not.
i'm trying so hard to forget everything that had happened.
it shouldn't happened actually.
its totally my fault. yeah.. my fault.. and i realized it.
maybe i should motivate myself.
don't fall too easy.
and please love him who can make u as his priority.
i can't sleep. i keep thinking of it.
why it always happened. again and again....
i need a person who can take care of me.
who can make me as his priority.
who can love me. only me. just me.
why god put me in this situation?
i know there's must be a reason but i don't know what's the reason.
i need to calm myself.  i will be fine but i dunno when. need time to recover.