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Shah Alam, Selangor, Malaysia
Ashikim Amran. People call Ekim or Kim. Age 22. Born on 15 March 1989 at Perlis Indera Kayangan. Lives in Shah Alam and from Sepang, Selangor. Studied Bachelor of Mass Communication (Hons) (Public Relations) at UiTM Shah Alam.

Wednesday, 22 June 2011

Green Lantern Awesome!!! (^_^)

GORGEOUS! BEAUTIFUL! HANDSOME! KACAK!

huiiiii.......ape bikin??? mest ade yang tengah kusyuk keje...kusyuk keje sambil online macam saye ade tak?? hihihi...*jangan marah plisss jeles boleh* hahahaha.... k lah.. tak kisah la ape pown korang tengah buat..tapi jangan buat bende yang tak elok pulak ...kuikuikui....

today i nak citer kat uoolssss pasal Green Lantern...ala...citer baru kat wayang tuuuu.... semalam i dengan yang tersayang..*oopppsss!!!* pergi la Jusco Bukit Tinggi nak tengok wayang la citernye kan...  Berangan nak tengok BLITZ pukul 9.30 pm.. I habis keje lewat so sampai umah dah dalam kul 8 pm..Sampai je umah terus mandi2 and bersiap... Die datang amek and kitorang terus shoot pergi Jusco.. Sampai je kat wayang.. KECEWA hatiku bile orang tu cakap couple seat dah habis and seat yang tinggal pown just line depan je... tak nak lah i duduk depan..mau sakit kepala weyh!!!! huahuahuahua...

So, dipendekkan citer...Budak yang dekat counter tu suggest la citer GREEN LANTERN.. dengan pantasnye i cakap tak nak!!! Budak tu cam dah pelikk....

budakwayang : tengok la green lantern kak..
ekim : TAK NAK LA..... orang cakap citer tu x best....
budakwayang : sape cakap kak? eyh akak nie.. best la..jgn dengar cakap orang..tengok la dlu.. best kak saye x tipu...
ekim : betol ea best..tak tipu ea?
budakwayang : betol kak...
ekim : ha..ok lah....

*dia diam je tengok i dok berdiskusi..hihihii...sabar eaaa...*

SELEPAS KUA WAYANG.........

ekim : ish!best la yunk citer tu...klaka giler!!! comel la hijau2 tu...bestnye imagination die..hijau2 gitu...
dia : ha..tulah...dengar cakap orang lagi...

i da senyum2 kambing...gelak hihihihihi.....Lepas nie tak nak dengar cakap orang dah...ape pown nak tengok sendiri.. So, kire memang tak menyesal la tengok wayang semala...

SINOPSIS :
hal nie seorang pilot tapi ade sikit rase takut dalam diri die sebab die penah tengok ayah die mati depan mata die mase nk dalam latihan penerbangan.. one day, ade sorang alien jatuh kat bumi name abi sur..die da cedera parah and cincin yang die pakai ade super power..cincin tu telah memilih hal sebagai owner yang abru.. after pakai cincin and berikrar, hal telah menjadi superhero kaler hijua2..hihihi..comel taw... and............ kalau korang nak tawu what's next cepatla pegi wayang okay... Don't missed it!!!!

*handsome kan??* (^_^)

p/s : cepatlah g serbu panggung..hihihihihi

Tuesday, 21 June 2011

Lelaki atau perempuan macam ini :

Hello handsome and beautiful,

may you have a wonderful day today (^_^).. While surfing the internet, why not we stop for a while and give me some opinion about this kind of guy/girl... :

 ...ade gf/bf mengaku single...
...ade gf/bf ade scandal bersepah...
...ade gf/bf flirting dengan orang lain lagi...
...ade gf/bf tp boleh tidur dengan orang lain...

okay..it's not that nak memalukan mane2 pihak.... *tiada kaitan dengan yang hidup mahupun mati tp kalo terase silakan ambik!* Just nak ajak korang santai2..lepak2..fikir2... why zaman sekarang tak macam dulu... i mean..most of guys/girls nowadays they prefer to have someone else or we can say as scandal...Hurmmm... best ke scandal tu?? why ade scandal? gf/bf korang layan korang tak cukup baik ke? Kalo dah dorang layan tak baik why tak go on je dengan scandal korang tu? adehhhhh -_-"

why haa...people always looking for trouble...macam orang selalu cakap.."takde masalah cari masalah"....

Is it difficult for you to stick pada yang satu.. i mean..come on la guys..mesti korang nak a relation yang happy with no problems at all.. Just two of you and live happily ever after... Just think..I tak bermaksud nak mengata sape2 or nak memalukan.. We just have to accept the fact.. This is reality and not fantasy... We getting older..not younger.. So, just decide the things that you want to be happened in your future.. You're the one who decide it..bukan orang lain... if you realize..this life is so beautiful to live..Just don't waste your time on silly things and trust me you won't regret it....

Why i'm writing all this..because i love you friends (^_^)

*hold her/his hand tightly and don't ever let it go or someone else will hold it for you*

p/s : i'm single..hihihihi.... ;)

Thursday, 9 June 2011

Sayang Seorang Ibu, Kasih Seorang Ayah

Hello Beautiful..............Hello Handsome..... (^_^)
A story to share based on true story. *my story actually* (>_<")
Alkisah bermulalah seorang anak bernama Faizatul Ashikim Amran. Merupakan anak ke-3 daripada 5 orang adik beradik.. Seorang yang sangat baik, suka tolong orang..bla...bla..bla.. *puji diri sendiri tak salah (^_^)*  Tapi behind those characters, she is a sensitive person, suka memberontak, kuat jealous and adelah lagi.. banyak sangat pulak rasenye... Senang citer nie kisah pasal diriku yang kecik nie *memang kecik pown*  huhuhuhuhu.....
To tell the truth, since form1 i dah duduk jauh dengan my family.. From form1 till form5 i live in Kulim Kedah.. My boarding school kat sane... Then sambung Diploma at Uitm Sri Iskandar Perak for 3 years...Dah abis diploma buat degree pulakkkk... SIGH!!!! *kalau bukan kerana abahT_T* but, this time..dekat cket dengan rumahku syurgaku..huhuhu... kire ade chance la nak balik tiap tiap minggu...
Dipendekkan story lah kan..ade one day nie...i kecik hati dengan my abah.. the reason is.. i was not allowed to go to KL..Tengah malam tu ape lagi..kemas kemas ape yang patut..then, i ran away..to a place that they dont know... For few weeks i tak contact dengan family konon merajuk...tapi..i tak sedar yang diorang sangat worried bout me.. Anak perempuan pulak kan.. Susah betol orang degil nie.. Ekim..Ekim... big sigh...


I met my family last 2 weeks at perlis..during my cousin's wedding... The time diorang sampai i salam la dengan diorang and pretend like nothing happened...Abah muka memang da garang habis and the i salam dengan die, he said "Degil nih!!!!" > sorry abah..saye admit saye degil (>_"<) Different with mama.. die layan sangat baik...ckp pown lembut je takde nak marah marah...*mama buat saye serba salah*
The day my family and i balik KL, mama tanye where i stay at..keje kat mane and bla..bla..bla...so... i story morie la kat mama bout all the things...Pesan MAMA :


keje baik baik...
jangan buat benda tak elok...
jaga diri baik baik
*mama buat saye terharu*

Abah usah dikatelah kan..mmg die tengah marah giler..huhuhuhu.... i stay at Shah Alam with no transport.. Survive sendiri.. *kononnye* One day nie, i decided nak balik Sepang sebab nak amek my scooter..Sampai pown dah nak Maghrib.. The time nak balik mama suruh bawak balik kereta saga abah... i knew that she worried bout me... *i love you mama* I was so surprise dengan perangai mama... She never treat me like this before.. (T_T)... The first day i drive pegi keje..u know what, the time nak balik keje hujan sangat lebat....
Only then i knew...Kuatnye hati seorang mama...huhuhuhu..... Baik mama or abah...macam mane marah pown dalam hati tetap sayang...*dah menyesal*
Sikap mama yang layan baik giler and ayat abah "ingatkan dah takde bapak" yang memang makan dalam giler make me realized that they love me...it just that my feelings yang suke ikutkan hati and buat diorang risau... *ikut kata hati mati*
ini lah dikatakan :


*the most sporting parents*

*the coolest daddy*

SAYANG SEORANG IBU & KASIH SEORANG AYAH

(>_<")


p/s : jangan lawan cakap orang tua especially our parents

Saturday, 4 June 2011

Restoran Murni SS2 Petaling Jaya



Okay kawan2!!!!! Now i wanna share something with uoollsssss!!!! have u guys ever heard about Restoran Murni SS2 Petaling Jaya??? I'm sure some of you are familiar with this restaurant. Well, this is my favorite place to enjoy variety types of food while lepaking (^_^). Restoran Murni nie sebenarnye ade few branch around KL. But, i would prefer to go to Murni SS2. the kedai is small but during night, they will put tables along the "kaki lima".. Murni nie korang datang la mase bile pown...confirm ramai je orang.. SUMPAH AKU TAK TIPU!! hhahaha...!!! Murni nie yg special bout this place is menu2 die yg pelik... Customers die ramai sampai sepanjang jalan dan ke tengah jalan....OKAYY!!!! NIE TIPU!!! *tutup muka*


contoh menu air : Pink Phanter Special... -> yg nie mmg famous laa..if aku bawak membe2 datang makan cnie, i will suggest them this drink.. it mixed few fruits and the tase sangat yummyyy!!!! korang mmg patut try okayyy!!!!! Korang jangan pelik pulak bile kat menu tu nampak few names macam I Kiss You, I MissYou and blaaa..blaaa...blaaa.. All that are types of drinks yang korang boleh order.. *interesting kan bunyi die* 
(^_^) 


*sedapnye*


*look interesting kan???* :)


just now i've told you bout drinks kan?? okayyy!! now bout the food pulakk... Cakap je nak ape..Western ade goreng2 pown ade.. here are some types of food that i will suggest uuoollsssss : Mee Raja Special Belacan, Chicken Napoleon, Nasi Goreng Maryland..Ish!! macam banyak je nak suggest.. hahahah!!!! ceterai korang tgk menu2 die nie...








It looks so yummy delicious plus plus kan???? hahaha!!!! I tak nak taruk pictures banyak2... Takut uoolssss terliur kan??? hahahaha... why not korang datang and feels your own experience tasting all this types of super delicious food. sekali datang confirm punyelah akan datang lagi... Eyh! Eyh! Dont forget to bring along your friends and family okiesss!!!!! 

*I just came back from this restaurant and thinking of to share it with my fellow friends (^_^)*



p/s : this is a chinese restaurant.. Come here if you dont mind..1 Malaysia kan??hahahaha.... kalo ternampak i kat sane tegur2 la yeaa...(*_*)

HEART SAID :

and when the right time comes..i will let you go and let you continue your life with her happily. You dont need me as she's here now by your sides ever after. I'm just an ordinary people who cant run away from my own feelings. i'm trapped in this undefined relationship. i really hope that we can be friend. but it seems like we dont like one. i'll move on with my life like before. the moment before we get to know each other and closed.

i cant lie to myself and also to you. but it just that..before things get worst, it would be better if i'm leaving. i'm okayyy here and will be okayyyy...at last......it happened....

Friday, 3 June 2011

Percaya Padaku By Ungu


aku tak tahu apa yang ku rasakan
dalam hatiku saat pertama kali
lihat dirimu, melihatmu

seluruh tubuhku terpaku dan membisu
detak jantungku berdebar dan tak menentu
sepertinya aku tak ingin berlalu

berikan cintamu juga sayangmu
percaya padaku ku kan menjagamu
hingga waktu menjemputku


ku berikan cintaku juga sayangku
percaya padaku ku kan menjagamu
hingga waktu menjemputku

saat ku tahu kau akan pergi jauh
izinkan aku tuk selalu menantimu
untuk katakan ku ingin dirimu

agar kau tahu betapa ku terlalu
mencintaimu aku akan menunggu
hingga dirimu kembali untukku

tolonglah aku bagaimana diriku
ungkapkan itu rasa yang membelenggu
dalam hatiku ku cinta padamu




TENTANG AKU

Its almost 2 years i live as a single lady in this world. Its not a problem being as a single lady as i'm waiting for the right person who deserved me better... Meeting new friends, get to know each other more closer, get into a relation and break off are something that sometimes we have to face it. We as a human live in this world that belong to HIM, we will never know who are meant to be for us. HE knows everything.. I mean each thing that happened. In my life, i had met lots of people, different genders, different characters.. I love to be friends with people...having my own social life..makes me know how to read people actions..

After few times i had failed with my love stories, i felt tired with all this shit things. Its not that i'm giving up easily..it just that, maybe this it not the right time for me to be with anyone. For now, I'm happy with my life *i admit that sometimes a bit lonely*.. but...its okayyy...I'm a big girl now..hahahahaha.. I guess so la kan...


Not everyone is going to know how to appreciate everything you've done for them. You have to figure out who's worth your kindness. 

Everyone deserves to laugh, everyone deserves to be happy, 
and everyone deserves to be loved. Stop hating, start loving!




p/s : God’s plan is like a movie. All the good and bad things are arranged together for the good ending. 

Thursday, 2 June 2011

Fucking Public Transport...

i'm running late to arrive at office because of PUBLIC TRANSPORT!!!!!! Tak pernah hidup susah and now i have to survive while waiting for my car's loan to approve. Blurghhhh!!!!!!! Semalam sampai office almost 2pm. GOSH!!!!!! DAMN LATE!!!! *EKIM, KAU INGAT NIE OFFICE BAPAK KAU!!!HAHAHAHA!!!*  Mane la taknye kan...Aku tunggu KTM sampai nak sejam. Dah la nak g KTM Padang Jawa tu takde bus..have to take cab la that cost me RM8 *muke marah*  meh aku nakbuat total cost nak pergi keje je... :


cab from house to Padang Jawa : RM 8
KTM from PDG JAWA TO SETIA JAYA : RM 1.60
CAB from SETIA JAYA TO OFFICE : RM6

TOTAL COST : RM15.60

*PADAHAL JARAK FROM SETIA JAYA TO OFFICE SANGAT DEKAT KOT*

Agak-agak la der kau nk letak harga pown...biar logik boleh tak?????? mau sehari dua okayyy lagi...mau hari-hari...bank negara pown boleh bankrupt bang!!!!!!

So..........the conclusion is.................................. :

[ I hate public transport!!! don't ask me to love it!!!!]

p/s : beware dengan penyeluk saku..okayyy!!! ade kaitan!! hihihihihi..... i love you!!!!

Wednesday, 1 June 2011

Meaning of TULIPS


***Tulips are one of the most admired and beloved flowers the world around***

:: Tulips are symbolic of FAMEand PERFECT LOVE. 

:: The symbolic meanings also change with the color of the tulips. 


Red tulips mean "believe me" and are a declaration of true love... 

Variegated tulips mean "you have beautiful eyes." 

Yellow tulips mean "there's sunshine in your smile" and cheerful thoughts. 

Cream tulips mean "I will love you forever." 

White tulips symbolize heaven, newness and purity. 

Purple tulips symbolize royalty. 

Pink tulips mean affection and caring. 

Orange tulips mean energy, enthusiasm, desire, and passion.



::a Turkish legend may be responsible 
for the red tulip's symbolism::

The story goes that a prince named Farhad was love 
struck by a maiden named Shirin.  When Farhad 
learned that Shirin had been killed, he was so overcome 
with grief that he killed himself - riding his horse over the 
edge of a cliff.  It's said that a scarlet tulip sprang up from 
each droplet of his blood, giving the red tulip the meaning 
"PERFECT LOVE" 

::The 11th wedding anniversary flower::
it's said that the tulip’s velvety black center represents 
a lover's heart, darkened by the heat of passion. 
With the power to rival roses in their red variety and the 
sweet charm to express simple joy when yellow, it’s no 
wonder that in addition to all its other symbolism, 
in the language of flowers, a tulip bouquet 
represents elegance and grace.





p/s : ashikim amran loves tulips so much!!!! Before, Now and Forever (^_^)











My bad, careless

I dunno what happened to me today. What I’m thinking and what I’m doing. I guess I’ve been thinking about him too much. My body dekat office but my mind? There was an incident happened this evening. I went to McD with my boss. So, I put my bag on the chair next to me. I just kept silent and not talking even to my boss. Too serabut too think I guess. And you know what…bile my boss ajak balik, I just stand up and walked to the car…dengan slumbernye I masuk and duduk in the car..and and…luckily my boss took a very long time to start his car.. suddenly, I rase cam pelik giler and rase cm missing something.. barulah I realize… ape lagi.. YA ALLAH!!!!! Dalam hati nie…dah dok jerit2 BAG AKU ! BAG AKU! My boss pown dam cm weird tgk I keluar kete mcm tu je.

I’m so lucky that my bag was still there.. I pown dam cm phewwwww….*lega giler* ape la dalam otak nie.. I’m not thinking bout him but it just cross my mind. What should I do??? Sume benda rase mcm xjd…everything yg I buat feels like mc made yang tak kena.. I need time and spaces for my own…

Dear God,
Why this thing happened to me?
What are you trying to show me?
Is it balasan for what I did during my past?
I do believe in karma..
But…
Please have some pity on me…
This is not what I want…
Please…I’m begging you…
I need someone who can guide me and love me
ONLY ME……
I’m sorry for my past…
I’m sorry for my bad behavior…
Please show me the way out from this problem..

p/s : hidup ini x semudah yang kita sangkakan…




Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri



I know I can't take one more step towards you
cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?

You lost the love I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time


And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart


You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?


I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
so ever fall back in your arms


Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises


And now you're back
You don't get to get me back


Who do you think you are?

L.O.V.E vs L.I.F.E

LIFE is not as simple as we spell it and so do LOVE... Both are things that are so related with us. it's been 22 years i live in this world created by HIM. I've been travelling around looking for the real meaning of love and life.. 


LIFE : sometimes hidup nie susah and sometimes senang. it depends on how we create our life. coz for me, i do believe that just me and myself can determine what my future would be. If it full of beautiful colors..then hidup nie akan jadi lebih mudah as how we created it. in my life..there are lots of things yang i dah get through..pahit, masam, manis, pedas, tawar..sume ade..hahahaa...sape cakap hidup ini sentiasa senang??? NO!!!! takkan selalu senang...because hidup ini macam roda u know. Segala usaha yang kita dah usahakan tak semestinye akan membuahkan hasil...krn bukan kita yg menentukan what will happen next. GOD, he knows everything because he's the one who create us. i admit that i'm not so good in religion but it doesn't mean that i cant talk bout reigion. Yeahhh!!! we need time to change..and i'm waiting for my time to leave all the bad things and back to who i am...as time passed by, i know lot of things that i missed...ajal dan maut semua di tanganNYA.. i dont know when my time will come..CHANGE BEFORE ITS TOO LATE!!!!!


LOVE : Lots of things if u wanna talk about it. if we talk about love...MAK AIII!!!! sumpah dah macam2 dalam otak nie kan??? cinta itu buta, aku cinta kamu, cinta itu indah, cinta membunuhku and bla bla bla... *muntah sebaldi* hahahahaha!!!! bile bercinta bkn main itulah inilah semuanye okay je kan..but the truth is LOVE is soooo unpredictable... nobody can give the definition of LOVE. it have no definition..it is a feel that everyone in this world have. *okayyy!!aku tgh senyum sekarang* hahahaha!!!!! tak mau ckp bnyk2 pasal LOVE sbb kadang2 ase nak senyum kadang2 ase nak  nangis pown ade (T_T)


p/s : i'm crazy over someone's bf...!!!!! xmau!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (T_T) poor me!!!!!