I dunno what happened to me today. What I’m thinking and what I’m doing. I guess I’ve been thinking about him too much. My body dekat office but my mind? There was an incident happened this evening. I went to McD with my boss. So, I put my bag on the chair next to me. I just kept silent and not talking even to my boss. Too serabut too think I guess. And you know what…bile my boss ajak balik, I just stand up and walked to the car…dengan slumbernye I masuk and duduk in the car..and and…luckily my boss took a very long time to start his car.. suddenly, I rase cam pelik giler and rase cm missing something.. barulah I realize… ape lagi.. YA ALLAH!!!!! Dalam hati nie…dah dok jerit2 BAG AKU ! BAG AKU! My boss pown dam cm weird tgk I keluar kete mcm tu je.
I’m so lucky that my bag was still there.. I pown dam cm phewwwww….*lega giler* ape la dalam otak nie.. I’m not thinking bout him but it just cross my mind. What should I do??? Sume benda rase mcm xjd…everything yg I buat feels like mc made yang tak kena.. I need time and spaces for my own…
Dear God,
Why this thing happened to me?
What are you trying to show me?
Is it balasan for what I did during my past?
I do believe in karma..
But…
Please have some pity on me…
This is not what I want…
Please…I’m begging you…
I need someone who can guide me and love me
ONLY ME……
I’m sorry for my past…
I’m sorry for my bad behavior…
Please show me the way out from this problem..
p/s : hidup ini x semudah yang kita sangkakan…
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