it s a mixed feeling at this time. ( 1:56 am)
dunno how to express this feelings.
to love a person is easy but to forget is not.
i'm trying so hard to forget everything that had happened.
it shouldn't happened actually.
its totally my fault. yeah.. my fault.. and i realized it.
maybe i should motivate myself.
don't fall too easy.
and please love him who can make u as his priority.
i can't sleep. i keep thinking of it.
why it always happened. again and again....
i need a person who can take care of me.
who can make me as his priority.
who can love me. only me. just me.
why god put me in this situation?
i know there's must be a reason but i don't know what's the reason.
i need to calm myself. i will be fine but i dunno when. need time to recover.
imma sweet talker
- myladyekim
- Shah Alam, Selangor, Malaysia
- Ashikim Amran. People call Ekim or Kim. Age 22. Born on 15 March 1989 at Perlis Indera Kayangan. Lives in Shah Alam and from Sepang, Selangor. Studied Bachelor of Mass Communication (Hons) (Public Relations) at UiTM Shah Alam.
Tuesday, 27 September 2011
Thursday, 22 September 2011
HE TOUCHED MY HEART!
good morning everyone!!! its already 5:21 am and i still awake. dah lame tak update blog. got no internet connection previously and now I'M BACK!!!! There's a reason why i'm still awake at this time. i wanna write about something that just happened between me and Batman. hahahaha... whose batman??? he's my batman.. why i'm calling him batman??? because of his eyes.. (^_^) he has a chinese look appearance.
back to what i want to write. it's already a week we both x jumpe each other. and so, i decided to have dinner with him. i gave him a text and as usual he's busy. hurmmm... i just can say..yelah... i know u busy. and so... i tgk jam and... lah!!! da pukul 12 lebih rupenye... u know what.. i sgt lapar sbb x dinner lg.. last i mkn was during lunch. and i text him again. setelah merajuk and at last die ckp OK but after he's done doing everything needed. after 2 am then we both hang out. hello!!! i need nasi and most of the restaurant had closed already.. *kuciwa hatiku*
pusing sane pusing cnie and we stop at this kedai mamak. i can only have roti canai as goreng2 semua dah xde.. told by that mamak. malas nk argue and pegi kedai lain. while eating, we both argue about something. *rahsie...* but enough to make me feel sad. ok! he try nk pujuk2.. *lelaki kan...* tapi i nie jenis keras hati... so, i just buat x tahu je...
make it short.. after sending him back, i drove back to my house while crying. T_T betol2 mase dah sampai dpn rumah and i tengah parking my car and so suddenly he asked me where. i just said in car. the he called and said he's in front of my house. sumpah terkejut.. dah pukul 3.30 am kot... i macam.. eyh! u buat ape kat cnie?? why tak tido je.. i got into the car and he brought me to a restaurant near to my house. i had my maggi goreng ayam and shisha dengan die.
dalam hati nie.. thousands of question. why die patah balik? what he's doing here? ireally wanna know and when i asked, he said..adelah... i have no idea.. he's the one yg buat i menangis tadi and now he came back and make me smile again... i was like... gosh!!! tacing ok!!! hahahhaha... and we end our conversation happily.
if he has the effort to turn back and pujuk u in a good way..how come u nak merajuk2 and marah2 lagi kan??? i really appreciate what he had done just now...
back to what i want to write. it's already a week we both x jumpe each other. and so, i decided to have dinner with him. i gave him a text and as usual he's busy. hurmmm... i just can say..yelah... i know u busy. and so... i tgk jam and... lah!!! da pukul 12 lebih rupenye... u know what.. i sgt lapar sbb x dinner lg.. last i mkn was during lunch. and i text him again. setelah merajuk and at last die ckp OK but after he's done doing everything needed. after 2 am then we both hang out. hello!!! i need nasi and most of the restaurant had closed already.. *kuciwa hatiku*
pusing sane pusing cnie and we stop at this kedai mamak. i can only have roti canai as goreng2 semua dah xde.. told by that mamak. malas nk argue and pegi kedai lain. while eating, we both argue about something. *rahsie...* but enough to make me feel sad. ok! he try nk pujuk2.. *lelaki kan...* tapi i nie jenis keras hati... so, i just buat x tahu je...
make it short.. after sending him back, i drove back to my house while crying. T_T betol2 mase dah sampai dpn rumah and i tengah parking my car and so suddenly he asked me where. i just said in car. the he called and said he's in front of my house. sumpah terkejut.. dah pukul 3.30 am kot... i macam.. eyh! u buat ape kat cnie?? why tak tido je.. i got into the car and he brought me to a restaurant near to my house. i had my maggi goreng ayam and shisha dengan die.
dalam hati nie.. thousands of question. why die patah balik? what he's doing here? ireally wanna know and when i asked, he said..adelah... i have no idea.. he's the one yg buat i menangis tadi and now he came back and make me smile again... i was like... gosh!!! tacing ok!!! hahahhaha... and we end our conversation happily.
if he has the effort to turn back and pujuk u in a good way..how come u nak merajuk2 and marah2 lagi kan??? i really appreciate what he had done just now...
p/s : he's not my bf... YET!!!! but i like the way he treat me. and now i can sleep well...
GUTEN NACHT!!!! (^_^)
I...I LOVE YOU LIKE A LOVE SONG BABY!!!
I...I LOVE YOU LIKE A LOVE SONG BABY!!!
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