It Will Rain by Bruno Mars

= BE MY EDWARD AND I'LL BE YOUR BELLA =

If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin'
To keep you by my side
To keep you from walkin' out the door.

'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday, it'll rain, rain, rain

I'll never be your mother's favorite
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Ooh, if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Sayin' "There goes my little girl
Walkin' with that troublesome guy"

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Ooh, but little darlin' watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I'll try I'll try I'll try
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make you mine

'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday, it'll rain, rain, rain.

Don't just say goodbye,
Don't just say goodbye
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make it right

'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday, it'll rain, rain, rain

= BABY, I NEED YOU BY MY SIDE =

My MAJIBOB!!!

Hye friends..........................!!!

Rase macam dah lame tak taip! taip! and taip! at this moment..seriously i can't sleep for some reasons. and so....i would like to write about new bf in my life. :P Macam nak buat karangan English pulak. hihihi.... Introducing u to my sweet adorable bf... Majibob!!! (^_^)

the day he was taken.

-BEFORE TINTED-

Sangat surprise and tak sangka.. sebab at first abah cakap nak beli next year. Dunno why all of sudden... tetibe mama cakap abah nak bawak pegi tengok kete. Auumm!!! Aummm!!! bukan main girang hatiku ketika itu. kuikuikui.... Actually, a bit frustrated la..sebab at first nak beli Neo..*feveret car tuh!* but then, tak jadi sebab orang tu tak jadi jual.

-AFTER TINTED-

So, tetap bersyukur dengan satria 1.6 convert GTi auto. *mama tak bagi beli manual..* sob...sob... Alhamdulillah, everything went well untuk all documents settled. Just few days je loan lulus.. :)

Till now sangat puas hati dengan MAJIBOB. So far, dah try 150km/j on a straight highway but i know he still can go more over it. Tayar tak lari mase selekoh. The car sangat stabil. What can i say are... DAMN SATISFIED!!! and AWESOME!!!

Well, Thank You Abah!!! Thanx so much!!! I'm so happy with this car.. (^_^) I love you!

-first day class with MAJIBOB-

p/s : Future plan for MAJIBOB. Abah cakap nak tukar piping. hihihi...

Editing Part 1

Sometimes, meng"edit" picture nie boleh release kan tension ohhh... and here are two pictures yg sempat di"edit" semalam..

1. Picture yang paling saye suke!!!! Top 1 la pic nie dalam bebanyak picture sebab the background and the pose made by that two people. Please abaikan person in the picture. :) Thank You.

taken at Bukit Tinggi, Pahang.

2. the picture is simple but i love it. :)

Taken at Bukit Tinggi, Pahang.

Lelepak di Alamanda Putrajaya

Alamanda, Putrajaya

Alkisahnye yang boleh terlepak di Alamanda nie bile my cute brother nie tengah bermasalah. Haiyoooo...!!!! Maka, turunlah saye yang pemalas nie ke Alamanda konon nak menemani walaupun tak membantu pape pown melainkan hanya menyemak saje. miahahahaha.... Bercerita tentang kisah kau dan aku..heart to heart.. Wallllahhhh!!!!!! muke ganas tapi heart to heart.. chill lah!!!! Sume orang ade problem maaaa... Right??? hihihihi.... meh nak tunjuk muka orang yang penuh masalah nie. *down here bebeh..*

name die ben 10 dan die buat muka mintak penampar. (^_^)

 

 

ekim yg bajet cute habis dan pemberi nasihat berjaya. kahkah..

My advice to you brother : Chill la.. Hidup ini panjang lagi. Don't think too much. Your family are here and always with you lah... hihihihi... :)

look at his face!!! masalah habiss!!! hahaha

sister and brother! -xoxo-

Spending time with them who you think as part of your family is much2 better where you can share everything and tell everything you want. He actually kind of ala-ala shy-shy boy gituuu... okayh!!! sape nak isi borang??? hahahahaha... (^_^)

Click! Click! Click!

HEY!!! CHAKKK!!! (")(^_^)(")

Tekejut tak??? hehehe.. Dunno what to do in the middle of night. So, saje-saje and gewdix-gewdix take few pictures of mine.

Well, did you know something bout picture or pictures??? Hurm, most of us always said that pictures are the best memories we ever had. As we know, when time passed away, people will change. But the pictures will remain the same. The time. The action. all the things on the pictures will stop. And forever will. It will never change. Contohnye.. macam ini : *down here...*

the action stop and forever will.

Abaikan bout the ring. It's mine. I'm single and not taken yet. Auummm!!! Auummm!!! (^_^) 

Sometimes, we're smiling while taking pictures because we have to. But, they will never know what we keep inside. Deep inside our heart. The tears. The hurts. Those things that can't be seen. Yeah!! I'm smiling in this pictures. And to be honest I'm actually pretending to be happy.

the smile that getting disappear.

While time passed away, all this tears will be blown like a wind. All this hurts will disappear. There will only joy and happiness for me. Love! Love! Love!

I'm talking bout Love hell yeah!!!

And i want to be happy like before. Like the day before i met u. And I'm on my way to my happiness with him who can take care of me and who appreciate me. -xoxo-

flying kisses.. muahx!!!!

And lastly, pictures can tell you 1001 stories... Those things that can't be described with words. -xoxo-

I'm watching you boys!

Aku Maafkan Kamu

Aku maafkan kamu,

Tak perlu kita bertemu

Usah kau tanya mengapa

Cukup kau tahu

Bahawa aku memaafkan kamu

Tolong teruskan hidup

Jangan kau sebut namaku lagi...

Aku maafkan kamu,

Bukan bermaksud ku melupakanmu 

Hanya ingin bersendiri

Cukup kau tahu

Bahawa aku memaafkan kamu

Kerana hidup ini terlalu singkat

Jangan kau sebut namaku lagi...

Aku maafkan kamu,

Sampai disni sahaja

Kisah kau dan aku

Tak perlu lagi berpura-pura

Kerana kisah ini sudah berlalu

Usah dikenang kisah kita

Jangan kau sebut namaku...

haluan masing-masing

janji tinggal janji

mulut kata cinta. hati kata tidak.

Apa itu cinta? 
Tak semua orang faham apa itu cinta. cinta?
Sangat simple je bunyi.. C.I.N.T.A....
Tapi tak semudah ejaan dan jugak tak semudah bunyi.
Lama ku tenung skrin laptop.
Cuba mengerti maksud disebalik perkataan CINTA.
Sesekali ku pandang ke atas. kosong.
Mungkin hati cuba mengerti sedalamnya setelah berkali dikecewakan.
Salahkah aku atau...salahkah dia? dihantui bayangan kisah lalu.
Sedih. kecewa. terluka.
Tak mampu diungkapkan dengan kata.
Bergenang air mata. menitis setitik demi setitik.
Tak tertanggung sebak di dada.

Cinta?
Mungkinkah akan ada lagi ruang dihati untuk si dia.
Lama ku berfikir. keputusan yang sukar.
Bertahan? atau melepaskan?
Kupujuk luka dihati.
Mungkin melepaskan itu jalan yang terbaik.
Untuk dia dan juga diriku.
Terlalu banyak ruang dan peluang diberikan.
Tiba saatnya meluahkan segala yang terbuku.
Memberi jawapan kepada seribu soalan.
Adilkah aku? terimakah dia?
Sunyi.


Masihkah ada cinta?
Biar masa yang menentukan segalanya.
Jodoh dan pertemuan itu di tangan YANG MAHA ESA.
Biarlah DIA yang menentukan segalanya.
Tak perlulah berdendam sesama insan.
Mungkin ada hikmah disebaliknya.
Lepaskan dia untuk bersama insan yang dia sayangi.
Mungkin itu membahagiakan dirinya.
Tidakkah pernak kau berkata "kebahagiaan dirinya adalah kebahagiaanmu jua."

Bersabarlah wahai hati.

Sampai saatnya, kebahagiaan itu akan menjadi milikmu jua. INSYAALLAH.
Berdoalah. Amin...

= i have no tears. there is only pain. =

p/s : mencintai bukan bermakna memiliki.

The Choices Of Life

"CHOOSE TO LOVE. . .rather than hate.

 
CHOOSE TO SMILE. . . rather than frown.

 
CHOOSE TO BUILD . . . rather than destroy. 

CHOOSE TO PERSEVERE . . . rather than quit.
 

CHOOSE TO PRAISE . . . rather than gossip.
 

CHOOSE TO HEAL . . . rather than wound.
 

CHOOSE TO GIVE . . . rather than grasp.
 

CHOOSE TO ACT . . . rather than delay.
 

CHOOSE TO FORGIVE . . . rather than curse."

"It is about choices we make. And how the direction of our lives comes down to the choices we choose.."

...be good to other people and they will be good to you back... 

= stop hating. start loving =

 

Cintaku Diatas Cupcake

Cupcake itu cantik,

Berwarna-warni dihiasi pelbagai warna,

Ada corak seperti ini dan ada corak seperti tu,

Ku lihat satu persatu di dalam bekas kaca itu,

Ada satu menarik perhatianku,

Cupcake itu comel, 

Kutunjukkan pada si dia,

Si dia angguk tanda setuju,

Minta dibungkus di dalam kotak berwarna pink,

Aku pelik. Hairan.

Ku hanya mampu melihat dan mengambil bungkusan itu,

“ will u be my girl?”

Tertulis diatas cupcake,

Tak dapat dipandang dengan mata kasar,

Hanya mampu dilihat dengan mata hati,

Ku tersenyum tanda setuju,

Tapi,

Apakan dayaku,

Aku hanya seorang wanita lemah,

Yang menagih kasih dari seorang lelaki,

Bahagiaku hanya seketika,

Hatiku hancur bagai kepingan kaca yang bersepai,

Hanya titisan air mata menemani dikala kesepian,

Cupcake itu hanya tinggal sebuah kenangan.

                                                                        *for Ekim*

p/s : berilah sekeping hati itu hanya kepada yang menghargai.

me and u

it s a mixed feeling at this time. ( 1:56 am)
dunno how to express this feelings.
to love a person is easy but to forget is not.
i'm trying so hard to forget everything that had happened.
it shouldn't happened actually.
its totally my fault. yeah.. my fault.. and i realized it.
maybe i should motivate myself.
don't fall too easy.
and please love him who can make u as his priority.
i can't sleep. i keep thinking of it.
why it always happened. again and again....
i need a person who can take care of me.
who can make me as his priority.
who can love me. only me. just me.
why god put me in this situation?
i know there's must be a reason but i don't know what's the reason.
i need to calm myself.  i will be fine but i dunno when. need time to recover.

HE TOUCHED MY HEART!

good morning everyone!!! its already 5:21 am and i still awake. dah lame tak update blog. got no internet connection previously and now I'M BACK!!!!  There's a reason why i'm still awake at this time. i wanna write about something that just happened between me and Batman. hahahaha... whose batman??? he's my batman.. why i'm calling him batman??? because of his eyes.. (^_^) he has a chinese look appearance.

back to what i want to write. it's already a week we both x jumpe each other. and so, i decided to have dinner with him. i gave him a text and as usual he's busy. hurmmm... i just can say..yelah... i know u busy. and so... i tgk jam and... lah!!! da pukul 12 lebih rupenye... u know what.. i sgt lapar sbb x dinner lg.. last i mkn was during lunch. and i text him again. setelah merajuk and at last die ckp OK but after he's done doing everything needed. after 2 am then we both hang out. hello!!! i need nasi and most of the restaurant had closed already.. *kuciwa hatiku*

pusing sane pusing cnie and we stop at this kedai mamak. i can only have roti canai as goreng2 semua dah xde.. told by that mamak. malas nk argue and pegi kedai lain. while eating, we both argue about something. *rahsie...* but enough to make me feel sad. ok! he try nk pujuk2.. *lelaki kan...* tapi i nie jenis keras hati... so, i just buat x tahu je...

make it short.. after sending him back, i drove back to my house while crying. T_T betol2 mase dah sampai dpn rumah and i tengah parking my car and so suddenly he asked me where. i just said in car. the he called and said he's in front of my house. sumpah terkejut.. dah pukul 3.30 am kot... i macam.. eyh! u buat ape kat cnie?? why tak tido je.. i got into the car and he brought me to a restaurant near to my house. i had my maggi goreng ayam and shisha dengan die.

dalam hati nie.. thousands of question. why die patah balik? what he's doing here? ireally wanna know and when i asked, he said..adelah... i have no idea.. he's the one yg buat i menangis tadi and now he came back and make me smile again... i was like... gosh!!! tacing ok!!! hahahhaha... and we end our conversation happily.

if he has the effort to turn back and pujuk u in a good way..how come u nak merajuk2 and marah2 lagi kan??? i really appreciate what he had done just now...

p/s : he's not my bf... YET!!!! but i like the way he treat me. and now i can sleep well... 

GUTEN NACHT!!!! (^_^)

I...I LOVE YOU LIKE A LOVE SONG BABY!!!

Green Lantern Awesome!!! (^_^)

GORGEOUS! BEAUTIFUL! HANDSOME! KACAK!

huiiiii.......ape bikin??? mest ade yang tengah kusyuk keje...kusyuk keje sambil online macam saye ade tak?? hihihi...*jangan marah plisss jeles boleh* hahahaha.... k lah.. tak kisah la ape pown korang tengah buat..tapi jangan buat bende yang tak elok pulak ...kuikuikui....

today i nak citer kat uoolssss pasal Green Lantern...ala...citer baru kat wayang tuuuu.... semalam i dengan yang tersayang..*oopppsss!!!* pergi la Jusco Bukit Tinggi nak tengok wayang la citernye kan...  Berangan nak tengok BLITZ pukul 9.30 pm.. I habis keje lewat so sampai umah dah dalam kul 8 pm..Sampai je umah terus mandi2 and bersiap... Die datang amek and kitorang terus shoot pergi Jusco.. Sampai je kat wayang.. KECEWA hatiku bile orang tu cakap couple seat dah habis and seat yang tinggal pown just line depan je... tak nak lah i duduk depan..mau sakit kepala weyh!!!! huahuahuahua...

So, dipendekkan citer...Budak yang dekat counter tu suggest la citer GREEN LANTERN.. dengan pantasnye i cakap tak nak!!! Budak tu cam dah pelikk....

budakwayang : tengok la green lantern kak..

ekim : TAK NAK LA..... orang cakap citer tu x best....

budakwayang : sape cakap kak? eyh akak nie.. best la..jgn dengar cakap orang..tengok la dlu.. best kak saye x tipu...

ekim : betol ea best..tak tipu ea?

budakwayang : betol kak...

ekim : ha..ok lah....

*dia diam je tengok i dok berdiskusi..hihihii...sabar eaaa...*

SELEPAS KUA WAYANG.........

ekim : ish!best la yunk citer tu...klaka giler!!! comel la hijau2 tu...bestnye imagination die..hijau2 gitu...

dia : ha..tulah...dengar cakap orang lagi...

i da senyum2 kambing...gelak hihihihihi.....Lepas nie tak nak dengar cakap orang dah...ape pown nak tengok sendiri.. So, kire memang tak menyesal la tengok wayang semala...

SINOPSIS :
hal nie seorang pilot tapi ade sikit rase takut dalam diri die sebab die penah tengok ayah die mati depan mata die mase nk dalam latihan penerbangan.. one day, ade sorang alien jatuh kat bumi name abi sur..die da cedera parah and cincin yang die pakai ade super power..cincin tu telah memilih hal sebagai owner yang abru.. after pakai cincin and berikrar, hal telah menjadi superhero kaler hijua2..hihihi..comel taw... and............ kalau korang nak tawu what's next cepatla pegi wayang okay... Don't missed it!!!!

*handsome kan??* (^_^)

p/s : cepatlah g serbu panggung..hihihihihi

Lelaki atau perempuan macam ini :

Hello handsome and beautiful,

may you have a wonderful day today (^_^).. While surfing the internet, why not we stop for a while and give me some opinion about this kind of guy/girl... :

 ...ade gf/bf mengaku single...

...ade gf/bf ade scandal bersepah...

...ade gf/bf flirting dengan orang lain lagi...

...ade gf/bf tp boleh tidur dengan orang lain...

okay..it's not that nak memalukan mane2 pihak.... *tiada kaitan dengan yang hidup mahupun mati tp kalo terase silakan ambik!* Just nak ajak korang santai2..lepak2..fikir2... why zaman sekarang tak macam dulu... i mean..most of guys/girls nowadays they prefer to have someone else or we can say as scandal...Hurmmm... best ke scandal tu?? why ade scandal? gf/bf korang layan korang tak cukup baik ke? Kalo dah dorang layan tak baik why tak go on je dengan scandal korang tu? adehhhhh -_-"

why haa...people always looking for trouble...macam orang selalu cakap.."takde masalah cari masalah"....

Is it difficult for you to stick pada yang satu.. i mean..come on la guys..mesti korang nak a relation yang happy with no problems at all.. Just two of you and live happily ever after... Just think..I tak bermaksud nak mengata sape2 or nak memalukan.. We just have to accept the fact.. This is reality and not fantasy... We getting older..not younger.. So, just decide the things that you want to be happened in your future.. You're the one who decide it..bukan orang lain... if you realize..this life is so beautiful to live..Just don't waste your time on silly things and trust me you won't regret it....

Why i'm writing all this..because i love you friends (^_^)

*hold her/his hand tightly and don't ever let it go or someone else will hold it for you*

p/s : i'm single..hihihihi.... ;)

Sayang Seorang Ibu, Kasih Seorang Ayah

Hello Beautiful..............Hello Handsome..... (^_^)
A story to share based on true story. *my story actually* (>_<")
Alkisah bermulalah seorang anak bernama Faizatul Ashikim Amran. Merupakan anak ke-3 daripada 5 orang adik beradik.. Seorang yang sangat baik, suka tolong orang..bla...bla..bla.. *puji diri sendiri tak salah (^_^)*  Tapi behind those characters, she is a sensitive person, suka memberontak, kuat jealous and adelah lagi.. banyak sangat pulak rasenye... Senang citer nie kisah pasal diriku yang kecik nie *memang kecik pown*  huhuhuhuhu.....
To tell the truth, since form1 i dah duduk jauh dengan my family.. From form1 till form5 i live in Kulim Kedah.. My boarding school kat sane... Then sambung Diploma at Uitm Sri Iskandar Perak for 3 years...Dah abis diploma buat degree pulakkkk... SIGH!!!! *kalau bukan kerana abahT_T* but, this time..dekat cket dengan rumahku syurgaku..huhuhu... kire ade chance la nak balik tiap tiap minggu...
Dipendekkan story lah kan..ade one day nie...i kecik hati dengan my abah.. the reason is.. i was not allowed to go to KL..Tengah malam tu ape lagi..kemas kemas ape yang patut..then, i ran away..to a place that they dont know... For few weeks i tak contact dengan family konon merajuk...tapi..i tak sedar yang diorang sangat worried bout me.. Anak perempuan pulak kan.. Susah betol orang degil nie.. Ekim..Ekim... big sigh...


I met my family last 2 weeks at perlis..during my cousin's wedding... The time diorang sampai i salam la dengan diorang and pretend like nothing happened...Abah muka memang da garang habis and the i salam dengan die, he said "Degil nih!!!!" > sorry abah..saye admit saye degil (>_"<) Different with mama.. die layan sangat baik...ckp pown lembut je takde nak marah marah...*mama buat saye serba salah*
The day my family and i balik KL, mama tanye where i stay at..keje kat mane and bla..bla..bla...so... i story morie la kat mama bout all the things...Pesan MAMA :

keje baik baik...

jangan buat benda tak elok...

jaga diri baik baik

*mama buat saye terharu*

Abah usah dikatelah kan..mmg die tengah marah giler..huhuhuhu.... i stay at Shah Alam with no transport.. Survive sendiri.. *kononnye* One day nie, i decided nak balik Sepang sebab nak amek my scooter..Sampai pown dah nak Maghrib.. The time nak balik mama suruh bawak balik kereta saga abah... i knew that she worried bout me... *i love you mama* I was so surprise dengan perangai mama... She never treat me like this before.. (T_T)... The first day i drive pegi keje..u know what, the time nak balik keje hujan sangat lebat....
Only then i knew...Kuatnye hati seorang mama...huhuhuhu..... Baik mama or abah...macam mane marah pown dalam hati tetap sayang...*dah menyesal*
Sikap mama yang layan baik giler and ayat abah "ingatkan dah takde bapak" yang memang makan dalam giler make me realized that they love me...it just that my feelings yang suke ikutkan hati and buat diorang risau... *ikut kata hati mati*
ini lah dikatakan :

*the most sporting parents*

*the coolest daddy*

SAYANG SEORANG IBU & KASIH SEORANG AYAH

(>_<")

p/s : jangan lawan cakap orang tua especially our parents

Restoran Murni SS2 Petaling Jaya

Okay kawan2!!!!! Now i wanna share something with uoollsssss!!!! have u guys ever heard about Restoran Murni SS2 Petaling Jaya??? I'm sure some of you are familiar with this restaurant. Well, this is my favorite place to enjoy variety types of food while lepaking (^_^). Restoran Murni nie sebenarnye ade few branch around KL. But, i would prefer to go to Murni SS2. the kedai is small but during night, they will put tables along the "kaki lima".. Murni nie korang datang la mase bile pown...confirm ramai je orang.. SUMPAH AKU TAK TIPU!! hhahaha...!!! Murni nie yg special bout this place is menu2 die yg pelik... Customers die ramai sampai sepanjang jalan dan ke tengah jalan....OKAYY!!!! NIE TIPU!!! *tutup muka*


contoh menu air : Pink Phanter Special... -> yg nie mmg famous laa..if aku bawak membe2 datang makan cnie, i will suggest them this drink.. it mixed few fruits and the tase sangat yummyyy!!!! korang mmg patut try okayyy!!!!! Korang jangan pelik pulak bile kat menu tu nampak few names macam I Kiss You, I MissYou and blaaa..blaaa...blaaa.. All that are types of drinks yang korang boleh order.. *interesting kan bunyi die* 
(^_^) 

*sedapnye*

*look interesting kan???* :)

just now i've told you bout drinks kan?? okayyy!! now bout the food pulakk... Cakap je nak ape..Western ade goreng2 pown ade.. here are some types of food that i will suggest uuoollsssss : Mee Raja Special Belacan, Chicken Napoleon, Nasi Goreng Maryland..Ish!! macam banyak je nak suggest.. hahahah!!!! ceterai korang tgk menu2 die nie...

It looks so yummy delicious plus plus kan???? hahaha!!!! I tak nak taruk pictures banyak2... Takut uoolssss terliur kan??? hahahaha... why not korang datang and feels your own experience tasting all this types of super delicious food. sekali datang confirm punyelah akan datang lagi... Eyh! Eyh! Dont forget to bring along your friends and family okiesss!!!!! 

*I just came back from this restaurant and thinking of to share it with my fellow friends (^_^)*

p/s : this is a chinese restaurant.. Come here if you dont mind..1 Malaysia kan??hahahaha.... kalo ternampak i kat sane tegur2 la yeaa...(*_*)

HEART SAID :

and when the right time comes..i will let you go and let you continue your life with her happily. You dont need me as she's here now by your sides ever after. I'm just an ordinary people who cant run away from my own feelings. i'm trapped in this undefined relationship. i really hope that we can be friend. but it seems like we dont like one. i'll move on with my life like before. the moment before we get to know each other and closed.

i cant lie to myself and also to you. but it just that..before things get worst, it would be better if i'm leaving. i'm okayyy here and will be okayyyy...at last......it happened....

Percaya Padaku By Ungu

aku tak tahu apa yang ku rasakan

dalam hatiku saat pertama kali

lihat dirimu, melihatmu

seluruh tubuhku terpaku dan membisu

detak jantungku berdebar dan tak menentu

sepertinya aku tak ingin berlalu

berikan cintamu juga sayangmu

percaya padaku ku kan menjagamu

hingga waktu menjemputku

ku berikan cintaku juga sayangku
percaya padaku ku kan menjagamu
hingga waktu menjemputku

saat ku tahu kau akan pergi jauh

izinkan aku tuk selalu menantimu

untuk katakan ku ingin dirimu

agar kau tahu betapa ku terlalu

mencintaimu aku akan menunggu

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TENTANG AKU

Its almost 2 years i live as a single lady in this world. Its not a problem being as a single lady as i'm waiting for the right person who deserved me better... Meeting new friends, get to know each other more closer, get into a relation and break off are something that sometimes we have to face it. We as a human live in this world that belong to HIM, we will never know who are meant to be for us. HE knows everything.. I mean each thing that happened. In my life, i had met lots of people, different genders, different characters.. I love to be friends with people...having my own social life..makes me know how to read people actions..

After few times i had failed with my love stories, i felt tired with all this shit things. Its not that i'm giving up easily..it just that, maybe this it not the right time for me to be with anyone. For now, I'm happy with my life *i admit that sometimes a bit lonely*.. but...its okayyy...I'm a big girl now..hahahahaha.. I guess so la kan...

Not everyone is going to know how to appreciate everything you've done for them. You have to figure out who's worth your kindness. 

Everyone deserves to laugh, everyone deserves to be happy, 

and everyone deserves to be loved. Stop hating, start loving!

p/s : God’s plan is like a movie. All the good and bad things are arranged together for the good ending. 

Fucking Public Transport...

i'm running late to arrive at office because of PUBLIC TRANSPORT!!!!!! Tak pernah hidup susah and now i have to survive while waiting for my car's loan to approve. Blurghhhh!!!!!!! Semalam sampai office almost 2pm. GOSH!!!!!! DAMN LATE!!!! *EKIM, KAU INGAT NIE OFFICE BAPAK KAU!!!HAHAHAHA!!!*  Mane la taknye kan...Aku tunggu KTM sampai nak sejam. Dah la nak g KTM Padang Jawa tu takde bus..have to take cab la that cost me RM8 *muke marah*  meh aku nakbuat total cost nak pergi keje je... :

cab from house to Padang Jawa : RM 8

KTM from PDG JAWA TO SETIA JAYA : RM 1.60

CAB from SETIA JAYA TO OFFICE : RM6

TOTAL COST : RM15.60

*PADAHAL JARAK FROM SETIA JAYA TO OFFICE SANGAT DEKAT KOT*

Agak-agak la der kau nk letak harga pown...biar logik boleh tak?????? mau sehari dua okayyy lagi...mau hari-hari...bank negara pown boleh bankrupt bang!!!!!!

So..........the conclusion is.................................. :

[ I hate public transport!!! don't ask me to love it!!!!]

p/s : beware dengan penyeluk saku..okayyy!!! ade kaitan!! hihihihihi..... i love you!!!!

Meaning of TULIPS

***Tulips are one of the most admired and beloved flowers the world around***

:: Tulips are symbolic of FAMEand PERFECT LOVE. 

:: The symbolic meanings also change with the color of the tulips. 

Red tulips mean "believe me" and are a declaration of true love... 

Variegated tulips mean "you have beautiful eyes." 

Yellow tulips mean "there's sunshine in your smile" and cheerful thoughts. 

Cream tulips mean "I will love you forever." 

White tulips symbolize heaven, newness and purity. 

Purple tulips symbolize royalty. 

Pink tulips mean affection and caring. 

Orange tulips mean energy, enthusiasm, desire, and passion.

::a Turkish legend may be responsible 

for the red tulip's symbolism::

The story goes that a prince named Farhad was love 

struck by a maiden named Shirin.  When Farhad 

learned that Shirin had been killed, he was so overcome 

with grief that he killed himself - riding his horse over the 

edge of a cliff.  It's said that a scarlet tulip sprang up from 

each droplet of his blood, giving the red tulip the meaning 

"PERFECT LOVE" 

::The 11th wedding anniversary flower::

it's said that the tulip’s velvety black center represents 

a lover's heart, darkened by the heat of passion. 

With the power to rival roses in their red variety and the 

sweet charm to express simple joy when yellow, it’s no 

wonder that in addition to all its other symbolism, 

in the language of flowers, a tulip bouquet 

represents elegance and grace.

p/s : ashikim amran loves tulips so much!!!! Before, Now and Forever (^_^)